On My Mind.

I just woke up from my nap today and it was about 2-3 hours long...I haven't took a nap like this in so long..Sorta/kinda miss it BUT I'm pretty sure I'm not going to be able to sleep tonight,GREAT. You'll see me on. I guess I like how things are right now, I dont wanna be confuse as last time but I have a feeling I'll be more confuse then ever.. I don't know what I feel and how I feel about this but I gues I'm okay with it. I've lost it once and I'm sure I can do it again. Just thinking bout going through the process over again makes me kinda iffy. I hated it and I hated you but I'm hoping things change and people change..sorta. But on a brighter note at least I know that its actually over(is it a good thing?).But at the end of the day I say to myself "I'M ONLY 17!" I have nothing to worrie about but to do good in school and get ready for college,the real world an d of course make alot of money and buy my mama whatever the hell she wants because I LOVE HER.


Continue on my thoughts..
Prom is in three weeks,AHHHHHHH. I'm excited, my date is good,hes real nice and just the fact that hes excited makes me excited. But I REALLY HOPE HE GETS THAT GRADE UP SO WE CAN GOOOOOO, " dont leave me!" Hahaha. Shout out to my prom date, Marcus! Kay, anyways. Tomrrow me and Maylene are going to pick up our dresses! I'm wondering how its going to be..."am i going to like it, I hope I'm sastisfied" but I'm still excited to seee it, a whole bunch of excitement! And Lina's going to be comming with us also because she needs to get her dress choppppped! Kay, I just saw my grandma make some good ass foood! OH, My wonderful grandparents are back!, Shout outs to them! Kay, PEACE.